Do you know what it's like? Do you know what it's like? To be falling apart with every breath you take? To feel like with every moment you'll break? Take this pain and hide it all day Try to burry the pain you think it'll go away.. Hide it so long that you call yourself insane? Even some other people might start calling you insane. Being sane is just an illusion.

I've hid my pain for so long, thought I was strong. Nope, it's all an illusion. All this confusing it will one day make sense I hope. Life feels like a illusion who's to say it isn't? It would explain the blank spots in our memory. Are you okay? I dont think I can ever be. It's all a illusion. It's all a illusion.

You think writing songs would be an escape route. It's an illusion, they anyone actually cares for you. You scream, yell, and shout but does anyone ever hear you? All it leads to is questions. They ask for the next song. They don't know what's wrong. They ask for happier songs. Maybe if they took a second to actually listen to the words im saying, they may understand. This is all an illusion. Stepped into another dimension. Did you ever mention it? All this tension from hiding so long. This all an illusion.

I've hid my pain for so long, thought I was strong. Nope, it's all an illusion. All this confusing it will one day make sense I hope. Life feels like a illusion who's to say it isn't? It would explain the blank spots in our memory. Are you okay? I don't think I can ever be. It's all a illusion. It's all a illusion.

All the people you sing for. All the people you defend. When you're mad or sad they think you're pretending. They don't understand you, even if they do, it's far and few. They only listen to your songs for the beat, they dont know that is all defeat for you. They don't know you aren't happy. They think they're happy but Being happy is just an illusion.

I've hid my pain for so long, thought I was strong. Nope, it's all an illusion. All this confusing it will one day make sense I hope. Life feels like a illusion who's to say it isn't? It would explain the blank spots in our memory. Are you okay? I don't think I can ever be. It's all a illusion. It's all a illusion.

Family starting to question you? distant family telling you shouldn't have to live in that house. You start telling them everything, they tell you to go get help but you tell them you don't trust anyone. Been there done that? They say they understand you, but they only say that cause they're family. Deep down they know you've never been happy Start talking to your friends bout it. They tell your parents but they are the problem Now all your dealing with is getting beat and yelled at for feeling the way you feel. They don't understand that they're the problem. Want to believe this is all an illusion. Maybe i'll wake up tomorrow and it is all just a bad dream. Maybe this is all an illusion.

I've hid my pain for so long, thought I was strong. Nope, it's all an illusion. All this confusing it will one day make sense I hope. Life feels like a illusion who's to say it isn't? It would explain the blank spots in our memory. Are you okay? I don't think I can ever be. It's all a illusion. It's all a illusion.

This whole life is a illusion. It's full of confusion. No happiness, No way to get out of the dark. Pretend to understand you.. No one understands you. I've hid my pain for so long, thought I was strong. Life feels like a illusion who's to say it isn't? Are you okay? I don't think I can ever be. It's all a illusion. It's all a illusion.

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